Poems From The Heart

HAVE YOU LOOK UP IN THE SKY AT NIGHT?
HAVE YOU EVER NOTICE THE MOON AND THE STARS?
THEY'RE SO CLOSE---
AND YET SO FAR…
ALMOST EXACTLY THE SAME OF WHAT WE HAVE NOW,
I'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD FOR YOU TO LOVE ME TOO---
ON THE CONTRARY, YOU'RE TRYING YOUR BEST TO PUSH ME AWAY.
MOMENTARILY, I'LL GET TIRED BUT, EVENTUALLY I PURSUE OF LOVING YOU.
AMUSINGLY, I DON'T KNOW WHY AM I BEING SO NUMB OR DUMB?
SHOULD I KEEPS ON HOPING OR SHOULD I JUST LET YOU GO?
BUT, THERE'S NO PLACE FOR ME TO GO TO,
NO PLACE FOR ME, THAT I WOULD BE HAPPY---
NO OTHER PLACE BUT WITH YOU.
FOR SO MANY YEARS I HAVE BEEN WHOLE HEARTEDLY BEGGING GOD,
TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME…
I HAVE BEEN WANTING IT SO BADLY,
AND SO, I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO SAVE SOME FOR ME…
YOU'RE ALL THE THINGS I THOUGHT I KNEW,
YOU'RE EVERYTHING I 'VE EVER WANTED.
I'VE BEEN THINKING WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?
I WAS LEFT ALONE AND SO WRECKED.
SADLY, I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU'D NEVER LOVED ME,
AND BE USED OF THE PAIN THAT YOU'LL NEVER DO LOVE ME TOO…
WHERE SHOULD I START MOVING ON, MY EYES ARE FILLED WITH TEARS--- I CAN'T SEE,
THE WORST OF ALL THESE--- I'M SO DOOMED TO UNCEASINGLY LOVE YOU…

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