Silence Seeker

Long were the days of pain I have spent within its walls
and long were the nights of aloness; and who can depart
from her pain without regret?
Too Many fragments of the hart and dreams scattered in
these streets.
Then the gate of her heart was flung open, and her joy flew over the sea.
And she closed her eyes then prayed for he silence of
her soul.
But as she descended the hill of chaos, sadness came
upon her and she thought in her heart,
" How shall I go in peace and without sorrow?'
And her soul cried out to them and she said:
" How often have you sailed in my dreams?'
And now you came in my awakening which is my deeper
dream.
And what shall I give unto him who has left his plough in
the mid furrow, or to him who stopped the wheel of
his wine press?
Shall my heart become a tree heavy-laden with fruit that I
may gather and give unto them?
And shall my desires flow like a fountain that I may fill their cups?
Am I a harp that the hand of the Mighty may touch me,
or a flute that His breath may pass through me?
A seeker of silence that I may dispense with confidence?
These things she said in words...
But, much in her heart remained unsaid...
For she herself could not speak her deepest though....